I will forget you. . .

I can't forget you, no matter happens what,

You are my life, my soul, mu thought,

My feelings for you now, can't be expressed in words,

You are the only one for me in many, many worlds.

Those handful of days we spent together,

Just swimming and drowning in the eyes of one another,

The jingle of your voice and your lovely smiles,

And those hand-in-hand walks, along the sea-shore for miles.

That meet of ours at the Sunset Point,

And that moment when our lips first joined,

No more now, were we two separate souls,

Everything in common except the body as whole.

Then 'he' came like an evil curse between you and me,

All I could do was weep and see,

He shattered my world as he took you away from me,

And all that I could do was just howl and see.

You never even looked back to see what my state was,

For days like a madman, I shed tears without a pause,

My life was doomed and I was nobody,

No one to share my sorrows with, no friend no buddy.

Was there something missing in my love for you?

I was thunder-stuck, as I had no clue,

Unlucky ones like me are really very few,

No matter happens what now- 'I will forget you'.

... and so the infatuation ends ...

(Originally written on March 23, 2002)

Ankur Saxena.

7 Things by Hannah Montana

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

I WILL SURVIVE

Banao Banao ...... right now

FRAMES...

Brothers in arms.....

 Caffeinated....!!

Point Blank....!!

The Lotus....

The Peanut-Eater....!!

"Mike...? dude can you hear me??"

Rockstar....

The 'pen' is mightier....

Diwali ka Diwala...!!

THE GODS

Vasu and her 'rangoli'

The 'Jhil-Mil' Lights

The holy fire of 'hawan'

Let there be light...

Earthen Lamp: Mood 1

Earthen Lamp: Mood 2

Earthen Lamp: Mood 3

Earthen Lamp: Mood 4

Lamp vs. Light

Stairway to heaven....

I, ALONE

As I watch the setting sun infront of me, 

I ask myself how cruel it is to be,
He who shines throughout the day for us,
And then slowly goes down without any fuss.

But for the 'power-cuts' we don't mind him,
How he burns all day and give us light and warmth,
Patiently he waits as the night surrounds us,
And back he is again to mark a new dawn.

Alone near my window I sit,
And think of the people who mean to me,
They to whom I clung in their times both good and bad,
What were I for them- a friend or a collie?

I was there with them when they needed someone to talk to,
Even when they needed a pat or hugs,
And now when i need some one for me,
Where are those people, "Oh! What thugs!"

Sometimes i weep on my pillow at nights,
Is there really no one to hug me tight?
And say that the night would soon be over,
The sun would come, and its light it would shower.

If 'GOOD' was the only evil I did,
And 'HELP' was my one and only sin,
Oh! what a fool had i been,
I expected from those whose character is so thin.

I have started to feel the heat,
And gradually i'll be silent and cold,
No more like sun will i rise again,
Will i be just another object, broken and old?

O' that rebel inside me,
Is he the architect of this fall?
All this time he was just sitting and watching,
Or maybe he was just waiting for the call.

No. That rebel is now my only friend,
And he alone would guide me through,
He would give me the power to survive,
And that sight to penetrate the fake and see the true.

I will fight this loneliness,
And again like sun will i rise,
May God bless those who made me suffer,
Because of them my powers I realize.

So with a heavy heart and a joyless soul,
I promise to keep my sprits alive,
I will soar great heights and find my mark,
If life is a challenge for- the best I will strive.

I will show to those who deserted me,
That I was down but not out...
Like a Phoenix from the ashes will I rise again,
"AND THAT SHELL WOULD BE BROKEN BY THE NEW SPROUT..."

Ankur Saxena …